The introduction

Hi I'm Cat, I'm new to all of this so bare with me! Yep I'm 24 and am still way behind the times! As it says in my little description I like to write, books poems anything really and I'm hoping to send some feelers out and see what people think of my work! From extracts from my book, the process of writing a book and just everyday stories with a lot of exaggeration! If you like what you read I'm going to try a subscribe thingy and would love if you could share it! Yes I said thingy and I aspire to write books... We can all see where this is going.....
There will be lots of jokes both cheesy and maybe lame! As I said I'm new to this so be gentle with your constructive criticism and any advice is always welcome! As I start up yep there may be an influx of blogs but I will try my best not to bore you!
I'm gonna start with a little story about me! Note as stated earlier expect exaggeration!

Why now cat? What made you jump into the crazy land of blogs I hear you ask? Quite simply it's about time and my muse has inspired me! Oh and insomnia yep lots of insomnia! I work a bar job that I love and my sleep patterns are erratic at best! So as I tried to find something to calm my mind and answer the call of writing I decided why not give it ago! My muse is my wonderful niece hope who we lost in December and who though only in our lives but for a breath has changed all our lives! As a person who has loved to write since I was  a 12 year old girl learning to deal with dyslexia and still try write down all these stories in my head I have gone through writers block! A state of mind that causes your story to just stop at a mind blowing speed when it was flowing like a waterfall only just the day before! So I have learned not to push it to wait! Sometimes the gaps encompassing months! Yet nothing has ever turned back on that flowing waterfall as hope has done! I do not hold the answers of what our world is about by any means, but if souls can fly, can begin again or just flitter little bits of themselves on you! Then that is what she did! She is my muse, my beacon that says yeah you can do it! And so I am! One day I might get to walk past my book In a shop or see it on the screen of a kindle because let's face it we  must move with technology. But one day it may happen and I know I will always say where it began! It began with a little tiny heart and a massive piece of hope.
 So I hope this has told you a bit about me and what I wish to achieve with these blogs and what you can expect to see. And I will hopefully get more blog savvy.... Let's just wait and see ha! And now I leave you with some pomes for hope!


"Hope never fades
Hope never leaves.
Hope travels far
Through land and over seas.
True to her namesake she fills us in it from the sky.
And all the family feels
She is the apple in our eye."
To hope love aunty Cat

At times we feel great sorrow at times we feel anxious are hearts race! At times all are fears coming crashing into our minds and fill us with eminent doom! At times we feel joy so pure it hurts the heart our lives feeling whole for but a precious moment! All and yet none of these describe what it felt to hold our precious hope in my arms to see a bundle so perfect to think she could not be with us here, now an impossibility! And yet here I stand a hole in my heart and a brand new piece all at once!!! To say it best I may even quote! "It was the best of times it was the worst of times!" I don't say goodbye today but hello! Hello to hope be forever in my heart! Xxxx